To think that something inside of me
may still work the way it should-
to think that intuition took the last step
and put me in a place where I don't feel
like I am drowning on dry land.
To think that for once,
I believed in my ability to pursue
happiness in life- more happiness than I knew
ever existed at all.
You make me alive again, with anxiety
with excitement, and anticipation...
I finally feel parts of myself waking
that I gave up for lost too long ago.
and everything seems a little bigger
in this scary world where nothing is
quite like real life... and nothing is
quite like what I pictured as forever...
and everything is bright and shining-
even when I have to look away...
This is heaven for me now
and you, a million moments
of pure un-synthesized emotion...
you are everything I never knew
that I was looking for
from the beginning... |