What is this?
this thing here...
what should I do
and where should I go
what road will lead me
back to a safe place.
When can I forget
everything you haven't said
and all the knowing smiles
and all the astonished
blinking stares...
What is happening?
What caused you
to change your mind about me?
what turned your eyes this way?
To what honor do I owe
this rapture...
this glory...
Yesterday
I couldn't have been more angry
I couldn't have felt more hate...
But today,
I am in a sea of confusion
I am lost,
and unwilling to find
unforgiven
unwanting
uncaring
But tell me this
what is this thing?
Why do you bring this to me?
Do you live for confusion?
Or is it your facade
your smiling mask to hide behind
so no one can see your tears. |