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Right now, 
I am listening to Jackson Browne-
if anyone really cares...

My mood, 
is melancholy- 
I only say this
because I truly believe
that 10,000 random strangers
somewhere out there
online
will care.

Last weekend, 
the realization hit home
that I've lost a friend forever, 
and I spent most of my time
alone, playing video games
just trying to forget
that the only reason this happened
is because I wasn't brave enough
to tell the truth.

My recommendation
to everyone who reads this entry
is to go buy an old Nintendo
and play Zelda
until your hands hurt.
then... 

Drink beer.
Eat tacos.
enjoy your life-
because you probably 
won't remember this one
after you're reincarnated.

Maybe we'll all make the same mistakes
over and over again... forever.
Or maybe, someday,

something will change.

I'm going to log off now, 
and check all of my other
stupid online journals

to see if I have
any hits on my website
other than my own IP - 

and then... 
maybe I'll write a poem.