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If this is forever
then why can I see the end?
why can I see myself 
walking away 
without saying goodbye.

I would freeze like a deer in headlights
if you told me in words
what your eyes say without.
How can you look at me that way?
How can you forgive yourself?

If this is the end
then why do I feel like forever, 
I could live like this without thought 
of the light at the end of the tunnel.
I could live like this without thought 
that someday, I'll have to go home.

I would run away screaming 
if you tried that with me, 
I am too grown up to play your games, 
I am too busy with my own life
to stop the bus and let you on...

If this is... 
then why do I feel like nothing is happening?
Why do I feel like we are caught in a standstill, 
waiting for the other to say something meaningful...
waiting for the other to turn around 
and walk away without saying goodbye...