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As I recall all his dreams of love and loyalty
I fall to pieces, and I am trapped
by the sickness growing in my head,
as I fight against these things she's said
And I am burned by the heat of the hate that this implies-
I already know too much to think that these are anything but lies...
A voice that is not my own is screaming
I struggle to wake, but I am not dreaming
and I would tell him everything today
but he has already pushed me away
And as he enters a contract that is founded on deception,
I bite my tongue to preserve myself from this fatal misconception, 
I fear for him, though that fear is lost to disbelief
and I can only distance myself now, provide my own relief
Brother will love a whore, 
and I won't be around anymore
to bear witness to her sins
this game is through, and no one wins, 
though I have lived so many better days
since we have parted ways
and I have longed for spring as well, 
while they have both made my life hell, 
Though with the pouring rain
I have been made free... 
and silence is all I can maintain
and his fate will no longer concern me