We all want everything
all the time
and though no-one
ever speaks up,
and no one ever actually
asks...
we all want to know
we all want to understand.
This is crazy timing-
that you would be walking out
as I am just arriving here...
some doors need not be opened
why bother,
when we all know
that the window is wide-
and all enclosed is
left for the taking.
Strange,
that I should try so hard
to make myself stand falsely
for what you believe in...
strange I should try so hard
to push all of this away
I know I could be happy
if I would just give in
and let flow control action...
but I keep trying-
pushing...
just to be away from this-
I just want out
and away...
Everyone keeps putting me here
and telling me to wait-
to be patient...
But what will they all say
when I tell them
that what I want...
is not you.
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