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I feel the bitter truth seeping in, drop by drop.
I feel the planning, and the praying slip away.
I know the truth, I think I always have...
so why do you keep reminding me?
Things come, and things go.
When they are left alone... people forget.
I forgot.
Someone reminded me, so typical.
The floodgates opened and life rushed in.
Why?
Why did you have to be that way?
Why does this?
Why am I so thick.

I pray to be cold... I pray to let my wall grow.
Impenetrable, but still...
you see right through me.
so what happens?
Nothing.

Pointless visions, pointless dreams...
pointless friendship.

I'm going nowhere...

So I should go....