| The Heart Will Die As Well |
the heart died first...
the day he came-
I gave in to this life
and though I never wanted
things to be this way
I couldn't help myself.
I let things slip
out of my hands
and now I'll never be the same.
I have chosen not to feel
at all, because the pain
consumed all joyful things
and there's so little left of me
that understands
how to be happy anymore.
the mind will fade away as well.
first the color dims,
and then the picture fades,
a gradient of black and grey.
until I finally close my eyes
and wait for sleep to come
and carry me away-
I pray, not for the last time
that tonight
I will find peace. |