All of these details...
being awake
has ruined my anticipation
of falling asleep tonight...
I had hopes to dream again
of things more pleasant-
things involving a more
choice reality.
The feeling still
from things I have said
courses through my veins
and I sigh in remembrance
of all the wonder
that the silver of the moon
will rain on my head
while my eyes are closed.
I thought I had this day
under wraps,
things are so much easier to plan
when you don't have the time
to plan at all...
It is easier to blame
infatuation- carelessness-
even lack of desire
to further a situation
that is already
not that good...
I thought everything
would turn out well developed
a happy ending
for all to see,
and something that no-one
will ever remember
when today becomes yesterday...
But happy endings are for
fairy-tales and dreams only...
the kind that finish
with little more than a sigh...
or maybe...
the end.
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